so ya i got home Saturday afternoon...on Sunday i got to go to my church which was really cool... i love it there most of the time(sometimes the gossiping and such gets me to me.. more on that later)... well i got to see the kids man they are so cute and amazing...Hannah gave me a huge hug and so did her sister Emma(&) and Hannah was glued to my side the first part of the service, Hannah is nine and a complete and utter sweety..at first Ethan and esaei (they are four)wouldn't give me a hug but after church Ethan came up and was like hi miss karlina and gave me a hug and then esaei gave me a hug and wanted me to hurry up so we could go to pizza hut...man i have missed them:)
well after pizza hut my dad had this weeks service at the nursing home.. i helped my dad lead music(haha so not pretty we kept getting ahead of the music), and there is this one old lady who cries the entire time we are singing, it makes me sad, i hope the lady has lived a good life...she seems like such a sweet lady.... i would touch her shoulder when i walked by to help an old man turn the pages of his song book and she would give me the sweetest smile... and then there was this other lady that just smiled the whole time.. she said she can no longer sing so that she would be singing the entire time in her head... it is a sad experience yet one i truly enjoy.. i love the old people they are so cute and touching....
so now my vent on gossip.... i know i am one of the worst that i know.. we all wish to say that we don't gossip, but i do.. not something i am proud of... not something godly or anything like that ... so if you could pray that i would stop that would be nice....
so before i left school when i was saying goodbye to matty, he told me not to fall in love, we have enough drama without it... well it made me laugh, i told him i would fall in love with the mountain lions and bears i guess... so this is leading up to me sharing my theory(most of you have already heard this).. Our hearts are like helium balloons... some peoples are tied around their wrists(its hard for them to give their hearts away),while some are just holding on to their hearts in their fingers(these people give their hearts away more easily....)so these peoples hearts just fly away and they get hurt more easily and so like our parents God must bring our hearts back to us... i guess what i am saying is that i am the balloon holding type and my heart is something i need to hang on to better... let me know what you all think of this new theory! ( i am actually not sure if anyone even reads this).... I always like the wrong people... well people who will never like me back and so on.. currently i like someone who i know i don't stand a chance with.. but the more i find out(even if its not exactly all that positive) i like him more...RAR... so i like to say my balloon betrays me... SADNESS!!!!!!!!!!
well that is all for now.. love you guys:)
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