an uber fast...

...update...

hello world what is up my friends?? Hope yall are doing amazingly fabtastically awesome! I love you aunte' b :) well so lets see... its still hard on the making friends front but i am slowly making progress i do believe or so i hope lol...well i have had some little pity parties but thankfully God is there to tell me to get over myself... my life is not about me but all about glorifing Him. Its definately humbling ya know? Well the weekend of the 3-5th of october i will be going on the grace college life retreat that should be a fun adventure and i am excited... oh ya i hang out with my roomate Caitlin quite abit she is a very nice girl, that i get along really well with. Oh ya yesterday i walked all over the place i would say 5 miles or so and that is not an embelishment :) well then i was still hyper last night and said i wanted to dance around so beth put some african music on for me but it was to slow so we updated to swing and man was the fun...Caitlin joined in with my random dancing and then beth taught caitlin the swing steps and then me some new moves..YAY i love dancing... so last night i also went to cru (campus crusade) my second time..its pretty good just really huge... when i got home some chicas from the bible college were watching a movie with beth... so caitlin and i joined in on the watching of enchanted.. i like that movie alot...well i have to go...loves to you all and ya there is my random ramblings :)

poem from this summer....

...that i found in a notebook..

O God

Even when my heart breaks in half

I will find my joy in you

You would take my broken heart,

over no heart at all.

O God you are my God

I will find who i am in you

God you don't make mistakes

You are the perfect creator of all

Oh God you are my God

I am fearfully

fearfully and wonderfully made

You sculpted me with utmost care and precision

O God you are my God

I am content in who you've made me to be

There one day will be the one

He will appreciate who you've molded me to be

Until that day comes I'll cling to you

O God you are my God

I will find my joy in you

hello world...

...its karda...

So week 2 of school starts tomorrow and so far so good..today i went to church at Grace and i liked it and i als:)o went to their college group, that was really cool and very enjoyable. Things are really not so awkward anymore which i am sure happy about! So i think i am on my way to making friends! HECK YES:) So ya what has God been teaching? Well the other day in devotions i was reading in my devotional book My upmost for his highest and it was talking about lusting after things and not necessarily bad things and God really showed me i am lusting after a relationship and that needs to stop... Relationships are not bad things of course but only in Gods perfect timing. So that is something i am currently woking on, and waiting to see how God moves. so ya if you have any advice or comments PLEASE share thanks:)
love you
Karlina

....scary...

...can be life sometimes...
so life sure can be awkward,weird and scary and full of sadness sometimes. So this weekend i learned that a guy who went to my high school committed suicide. Many of my high school friends were close with him and this brings me much sadness! Then yesterday i was also informed that a guy who was a year ahead of me in high school shot his father. Those are just things that happened in this area recently...i mean today i went to the fox news website and all over the place their is reports of people(kids) being shot,stabbing one another and even a 100 year old lady shot and killed. It brings me much sadness to see this disparity in our human race... so that's my feelings on that...Well i am in bozeman now and its an interesting thing... I have three other housemates and two of those three never seem to be around so i really don't know them at all..but the other one is pretty awesome and i enjoy spending time with her...the other two seem really nice but i still don't know much about them... so lets see today is the first day of class and i had to be here at 7 for devotions but then the next thing i have is chapel at 11 am rar so i am sitting here in the library chilling and drinking coffee so ya that's all for now folks lol... love you guys! Muah
Karlina