friendship(version2)

...another...

...blog...

hey there world....so Rachels actually gets home tonight! I am excited to have her back, i have missed her beautiful face:) haha...so on monday i take the train to minnesota, hopefully it is not too long of a ride...haha never been on a train, i am sure it will be a fun adventure in the land of trains ahaha! LOVE YOU WORLD

my christmas...

...was good....

So considering all i had a good christmas I was at rachels house( actually still am till the fifth when i go to minnesota), havent been doing alot, just chillaxing with rachel and her family( went to caitlins house on friday and came back to rachels house today) currently watching the Ringer with Sarah, rachels little sister. Btw the game loaded questions is a fun adventure...played it a couple of times with rachels family.

Gotta Be Somebody

By Nickelback

This time I wonder what it feels like

To find the one in this life

The one we all dream of

But dreams just aren't enough

So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.

I'll know it by the feeling.

The moment when we´re meeting

We'll play out like a scene straight off the silver screen

So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath

Right up to the end

Until that moment when

I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.

'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.

Someone to love with my life in their hands.

There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go in on their own

And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.

Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere.

There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight

And damn it this feels too right

It´s just like Déjà Vu

Me standin’ here with you

So I´ll be holdin`my breath

Could this be the end?

Is it that moment whenI

find the one that I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.

Someone to love with my life in their hands.

There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go in on their own

And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.

Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?

There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
When you're lookin´ for that diamond in the rough

Because you never know but when it shows up

Make sure you´re holdin` on

‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.

Someone to love with my life in their hands.

There has gotta be somebody for me

Ohhhhhh.

Nobody wants to go in on their own

And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.

Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?

There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there

'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.

Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?

There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

This is currently my favorite song, it pretty much says what i am feeling!!!!

let it snow...

let it snow....

Man there is alot of snow!!! It is quite beautiful, it makes me dream of things to come, the joy they shall bring and the pain that may lay ahead, but I know with God by my side all will be made right in His time. It can be hard to wait for his time but it is something I must do for things to be the way they should be.

Okay so i am done being deep or whatever, I am at Rachels house for the holidays and then the 5th i take the train to minnesota to chill with Demina and then ride back up with her.... so ya that should be fun... I just want to say God has blessed me so immensly with great friends who are like family to me and he knew i would need that and man isnt he amazing???

the journey...

...to the college life christmas party...

So caitlin and i went to the college life christmas party but what a journey it was to get there lol...we drove up and down this one road i swear 4 times looking for elk grove, called someone twice and stopped at a gas station before finally getting there off a different road(thank you gas station attendant!) We were laughing so hard we were crying, because we were pretty sure we were retarded but then when leaving we discovered you turn on violet then elk grove and thus was our problemo lol... had fun playing mennonite madness and there was a white elephant gift exchange and my desired gift got stolen at the last minute(an aubrey hepburn breakfast at tiffany's photo) and i ended up with some anti static cling spray....sad sad day though Sallianne did have to rap you are my sunshine to take my prized possesion which made the loss a little more bearable.... one really cool idea was that everyone had to bring two dozen cookies then each person made up a plate of a dozen or so and we put a christmas card on them and then you give them to your neighbors...i think its thoughtful and brilliant...

so tomorrow night i have a wedding to go to, my first one in like 2 years lol...it should be beautiful and i am excited...so much love to you all and a good night too...may God grant you great peace and joy today and forever more!!!

...santa...

...all i want for christmas...
so i felt like writting a blog..not even sure what to say but i guess i love you and merry christmas... GIVE ME A CALL SOMETIME!!

...thanksgving...

....in minnesota...
So i traveled to the state of minnesota so join my friend Demina's family for the holiday of thanks. We rode down with this boy micah from the bible college in his 3 cillander geo metro lol..(cost us each like 24 dollars round trip for gas), i had a fabulous time there, i really enjoyed demina's family...well on the journey home right outside milescity Micah's driver side window just shattered, not a peice of glass left in the pane...no idea why(maybe altitude), omw was it ever freezing, i wrapped myself in his sleeping bag and demina used my blanket, we also stopped in billings so we could warm up lol...what memories..haha...

this past weekend was the bible colleges christmas things lol... Demina,McKenna and I went to the one on thursday night for exactly 30 minutes...we didnt really want to be there lol(and we wonder why people dont invite us to stuff lol),then we rented a movie and watched it at my house... we skipped the banquet on friday night and Demina and i went to a concert in the sub cuz my friend allens band was playing(he like invited me in september), it was okay hardcore music isnt really my cup of tea..but thanks to greg and being forced to listen to his music lol..it was okay haha...Saturday night angie and lindsay came over for dinner than caitlin and i went to the christmas stroll..its on okay event..so ya...two weeks of school left..but Dawn is coming to visit me this weekend HECK YES!!!!!!!!!!
I havent been thinking any deep or great thoughts lately..but i will leave you with this...
ARE WE HUMANS OR ARE WE DANCERS?

my trip to kali...

....was AMAZING...(well mostly)

So wow ya like 2 weeks ago friday i left to Kalispell to chill for like an extended weekend... I stayed with Rachel...i cant even describe how good it was to see her...my best friend! I hadnt seen her since July like the day before she left for africa... well Saturday we went to lunch at my favorite restaraunt Hu Hot... and then we stopped by famous daves to say hi to greg(havent seen him since graduation) I am not sure i can describe the awkwardness...i would say this was the "bad" part of the trip i wanted to i guess chill with my friend Greg before he left but mostly everytime i saw him it was pretty much extremely awkward..I am not sure if its cause we hadnt seen each other in awhile but mostly i think it was because i used to like him and now he has a girlfriend...well then later that afternoon i chilled with rach and sarah... sunday=church, and i forget what we did that night...lol... monday i went to lunch with matt and we looked around the mall and then picked up rachel:), i got made major fun of cuz matt and rach say i have become even more earth muffin since moving to bozeman...but hey thats who i am and i am chill with that now...didnt used to be...i have always kinda been this way but in my family is was something that i got made fun of for...so i guess in some ways i hid it...anywho tuesday... went to leap with Justin...so good to see him, and so comfortable he is like a brother to me..i love that kid..(he is like 2 years older than me but...:))... it was good to be at leap too...then tuesday night we(rach,matt,and I) went to jonathan and emily's for dinner..it was nice..the dinner (gado gado) was SOOOOOOOO good...greg stopped by to say goodbye..agian WAY awkward...Also i say with great sadness i didnt get to see my friend Jeffy!! Oh btw i saw Coco and Brandon so that was sweet..didnt expect to see them... so overall a good trip...being with the people who know the real me and love me is so comforting and fabulous...man just talking to rachel in person..dying of laughter... oh and laughing so hard at matt( he was running low on sleep:) so funny!)

Okay so ya what else is new?? For thanksgiving i am going to minnisota with my friend Demina...in case you are wondering she got out of icu sunday and then on monday got out of the hospital so she is much much better..Thank you Jesus!!!

So i was contemplating my year at BSBI and this is the conclusion i came to i would so do it agian knowing everything taht would happen i would so do it agian and i am not sure i would change anything...well i guess the times i was a jerk(sorry greg and justin)...it was very sad when rachel left but weirdly i dont think i would change that because it made me step out of her shaddow and make an effort with people and build my own relationships.. i was forced to grow..man i missed rachel and lurve her so MUCH!!

So i just decided i am going to the dominican republic june 15th-27th with dawn and one of her friends on a missions trip... I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!! Its a dream come true!

okay so my sister showed a picture of me to the girls at her work..they said we look alike but i look much older what do you think???( people also say she looks russian..NO)

Oh ya there is this new verse that i love..Zephaniah 3:17 is still my fav but this one is up there

" The people walking in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of darkness, a light has dawned." Isaiah 9:2

( Holman Christian Standard)

Its so talking about Jesus coming..wow how beautiful!

secret rendezvous...

....with the neighbor...
ok so its a joke my roomates beth and caitlin and i came up with...i have secret rendezvous with the neighbor..i climb out my window at night and we meet at the flamingos..though we did take a break cuz his max bacus sign upset me...the rendezvous are quite the thing you know..lol

ok so today i was thinking about how our favorite classic movies always have a "savior" we all cling to these because we think it will fill our need..even cinderella and such ya know... it just fascinates me...

so today i had an opportunity to stand alone..we did this thing on values at my mentorship training...so there was a question on if you think established religion was important out of thirty i was the only one who said yes...then there was the question do you think someone should be married before living together..one girl joined me on that..then was death penalty and like 3 joined us and then came whether we agree with the us involvement in iraq.. stood alone agian... so ya.. and the lady asked us on the marriage one how we felt.. i was okay with it which actually surprised me... but ya... this was to prove we all have different values and thats okay and such ya relativism... its everywhere... LOVE YOU

sometimes praying...

through the tears brings healing...

have you been where you thought you were over something, but then something happens and you realize maybe you werent? Today that happened to me but the minute the tears began the prayers also began of blessing and joy for those involved and i could feel the release, the final healing..i think that prayer through the tears is probably what God wanted from me from the start...so there is my insight for the day:)

so last night i went bowling at the msu bowling alley with some friends...it was fun..but shock of all shocks i lost..wow imagine that with my intense bowling skills who would have thought:)? Then we returned to the dorms and a group of us played Quelf omg that is the funniest/funnest game i have ever played in my life... I havent laughed so hard in a long time..i was crying i was laughing so hard... i reccomend this game for everyone its super great and SO MUCH FUN!!! so ya that is pretty much it for today:)

I asked my two best freinds and my sister to describe me... Dawn:honest,genuine,giving,super-sensitive,intelligent Dawn also described me in non adjectives...Moon, old faithful,cherries,teddybear,and lilacs
Katie:joyful,opintionated,conservative,introverted.loyal
Rachel:faithful, passionate,compassionate,joyful,and god focused

what is sin...

.... is shyness???...

today i came to the conclusion that it is, if it makes you not reach out to people or just i guess take an interest in than yes it is, my friend Matt says its not and that i am just trying to overcome my shyness and want to find a reason why i should. He claims that God creates people shy but i have yet too see how that is glorifying to Him. A quiet spirit or quietness maybe of actually for sure but shyness not really. I guess i am on some levels confused on this... I feel that sometimes i come across as a snob and that's not something i want. Maybe its just me not being content in who God made me... i don't know i guess i am struggling with this issue now so if y'all have any input let me know)

Well i am making friends and i don't hate it here anymore:) that's a good sign right??? Classes are still going well. Halloween is coming up and i am pretty much excited. I shall be a basketball player lol...with an Afro:) so what else shall i share? oh yes i went to this thing called A call to worship Sunday night at msu and it was so great just to worship God and feel the weight of the world fall away, and then Caitlin my roommate and i then sang worship songs on the walk back underneath the stars it was really beautiful and just calming i guess. I am also still working on the whole contentment issue but i think i am getting better thank you God! so ya oh and on sunday after church Caitlin and i went to our first home away from home meal with the couple that "adopted" us. I really enjoyed that, they are very neat people. It didnt feel really awkward which is always nice ya know? well i have class tonight and some homework to do actually.... I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hopefully i will keep more up with this:)

Breath
Taking a deep breath
Reminds me I am alive
Alive for what I ask?
Am I alive to wander,
To slowly crawl,
To glory You?
Your deep voice,
Resonates in my heart
To glory Me.
I desire you to glory Me
Even when taking a deep breath
You shout into my heart.

Heart
My heart is yours
From the day I was born
for you it was meant
I do not know your name
Oh but God does
For he created you
There were times when I desired
To give my heart away
Oh but God prevented that
He knew the day would come
When with tears of joy
I would want to gift you with my whole heart
That day has not yet come
I am holding onto God
Fully trusting in His plan
For one day upon you my eyes will fall
And with Gods leading
My heart you’ll hold

Thoughts
Thoughts criss-cross my mind
Missing the familiar
What does my future hold?
Why would our magnificent God choose me?
Does anyone want to be my friend?
Then I am reminded you gently calling
I have loved you with an everlasting love
That is why I have chosen you
And yes though the world may seem to forsake you
I will be your friend

an uber fast...

...update...

hello world what is up my friends?? Hope yall are doing amazingly fabtastically awesome! I love you aunte' b :) well so lets see... its still hard on the making friends front but i am slowly making progress i do believe or so i hope lol...well i have had some little pity parties but thankfully God is there to tell me to get over myself... my life is not about me but all about glorifing Him. Its definately humbling ya know? Well the weekend of the 3-5th of october i will be going on the grace college life retreat that should be a fun adventure and i am excited... oh ya i hang out with my roomate Caitlin quite abit she is a very nice girl, that i get along really well with. Oh ya yesterday i walked all over the place i would say 5 miles or so and that is not an embelishment :) well then i was still hyper last night and said i wanted to dance around so beth put some african music on for me but it was to slow so we updated to swing and man was the fun...Caitlin joined in with my random dancing and then beth taught caitlin the swing steps and then me some new moves..YAY i love dancing... so last night i also went to cru (campus crusade) my second time..its pretty good just really huge... when i got home some chicas from the bible college were watching a movie with beth... so caitlin and i joined in on the watching of enchanted.. i like that movie alot...well i have to go...loves to you all and ya there is my random ramblings :)

poem from this summer....

...that i found in a notebook..

O God

Even when my heart breaks in half

I will find my joy in you

You would take my broken heart,

over no heart at all.

O God you are my God

I will find who i am in you

God you don't make mistakes

You are the perfect creator of all

Oh God you are my God

I am fearfully

fearfully and wonderfully made

You sculpted me with utmost care and precision

O God you are my God

I am content in who you've made me to be

There one day will be the one

He will appreciate who you've molded me to be

Until that day comes I'll cling to you

O God you are my God

I will find my joy in you

hello world...

...its karda...

So week 2 of school starts tomorrow and so far so good..today i went to church at Grace and i liked it and i als:)o went to their college group, that was really cool and very enjoyable. Things are really not so awkward anymore which i am sure happy about! So i think i am on my way to making friends! HECK YES:) So ya what has God been teaching? Well the other day in devotions i was reading in my devotional book My upmost for his highest and it was talking about lusting after things and not necessarily bad things and God really showed me i am lusting after a relationship and that needs to stop... Relationships are not bad things of course but only in Gods perfect timing. So that is something i am currently woking on, and waiting to see how God moves. so ya if you have any advice or comments PLEASE share thanks:)
love you
Karlina

....scary...

...can be life sometimes...
so life sure can be awkward,weird and scary and full of sadness sometimes. So this weekend i learned that a guy who went to my high school committed suicide. Many of my high school friends were close with him and this brings me much sadness! Then yesterday i was also informed that a guy who was a year ahead of me in high school shot his father. Those are just things that happened in this area recently...i mean today i went to the fox news website and all over the place their is reports of people(kids) being shot,stabbing one another and even a 100 year old lady shot and killed. It brings me much sadness to see this disparity in our human race... so that's my feelings on that...Well i am in bozeman now and its an interesting thing... I have three other housemates and two of those three never seem to be around so i really don't know them at all..but the other one is pretty awesome and i enjoy spending time with her...the other two seem really nice but i still don't know much about them... so lets see today is the first day of class and i had to be here at 7 for devotions but then the next thing i have is chapel at 11 am rar so i am sitting here in the library chilling and drinking coffee so ya that's all for now folks lol... love you guys! Muah
Karlina

...do these eyes say...

... good sense of humor to you?...

So my cousin works at Macy's and friday i went to see her do her dance performance there well i met her co-worker Jim and so today when Jayme went to work he told her that i had a good sense of humor because he could see it in my eyes! If thats not crazy i dont know what is... also her boss said i was shy lol and then earlier last week like wednesday i think i met her friend Ben from her old job and he texted her later and said i seemed like a sweetheart but i was shy... This is the first time in my life i have met people and then had them comment on what they think i am like..its actually pretty entertaining to see how people judge you, ya know? Well i thought i would share that with yall loves to you

...its a wonder...

...what God can do...

so awhile back i was dealing with some matters of the heart, i couldn't really talk to a person because of my feelings about that person, so i did the "thing" and told them that my side of the relationship had to change, well its wasn't much later one night in chapel at camp i chose a random worship song we hadn't done all summer;
Surrender

I'm giving you my heart, and all that is within

I lay it all down for the sake of you my King

I'm giving you my dreams, I'm laying down my rights

I'm giving up my pride for the promise of new life

And I surrender all to you, all to you

And I surrender all to you, all to you

I'm singing You this song, I'm waiting at the cross

And all the world holds dear,

I count it all as loss For the sake of knowing You

for the glory of Your name

To know the lasting joy, even sharing in Your pain

©2000 Vineyard Songs (UK/Eire)Words and Music by Marc James

and for some reason well i loved it the first time, but it just really hit me the second day we sang it...all of a sudden i was on my knees crying( i am sure my girls thought i had lost my mind) that it needs to be something i am living not just singing and its amazing how God can change your heart, your feelings,and your attitude... i am sharing this with the whole not talking thing because God changed my perspective on that He is ultimately in control and i should surrender to Him my feelings and desires and He will take care of them, and i shouldn't shut people out of my life just because it might make my life a little uncomfortable or anything of the sort... i finally felt like i could share this um not sure why or if anyone cares..but there you go.. i actually haven't talked to anyone at all about this yet lol.. love you mucho mas

...the next step...

....of the journey of my life and past happenings...

So camp is over...it was a sad sad day! But the last two weeks were good! All boys was fun with my girls, it was sad to say goodbye to Kristine and Thomas but mostly Kristine:) But they had to go so they could get married lol:) ha ha sad we had to miss the wedding... well lets see what else about all boys week... i got dehydrated and really tired so didn't feel so well one day till i had a three hour nap and drank some water then i felt better lol... its weird what tiredness can do to you, i felt like i was going to throw up... so ya i just read my last post holy cow random weirdness:)!
ok so then it was all girls junior and i had fifth graders. My girls were great i loved them a lot. I didn't have any bad cabins this summer( just some campers i didn't like as much as the other ones:) but no bad ones) God surely did bless me but then our God is pretty much the rockinest thing ever! Ok so ya Jesse and Heidi Jost were the speakers, it was good. It just didn't seem like the gospel was really presented which made me sad, but the girls enjoyed it and got stuff out of it which is always beneficial. Well then it came time to say goodbye to my girls and that was sad man i loved spending time with such godly woman who inspire me to be all God created me to be, and allow me to be who i am and love me still.
So then i rode with Rebecca to helena to stay with my aunt and cousin till school starts the 27th well school doesnt start till the 3rd but oreintaion stuff starts the 29th. Well i am so enjoying my time with my Aunte'B and cousin Jayme. They are amazing and its great to see how we have grown up and how we can now be friends unlike a lot of the time when we were little. I will share more about my time after i leave because then it will be complete:) though today Jayme has a dance team thing at Macys and i am SO excited to see her dance.
Ok so about school I will be going to Montana Bible College in bozeman. I could only be a part time student this fall, but i will be full time spring semester. So that ment i had to find a place to live which was a little scary well then i texted Angie and told her about it, so she told me i should call Kim because she might know of a place and so i did so and Kim called me back and said the place she was staying didn't have any more room but she had heard of this other house that had a room left and gave me the girls name Rachel and her number so i called and got the place. All i know is there are three other girls around my age, they are Christians, one is named Rachel, guys are not allowed to spend the night,it is an alchohol free house and that they like kids. All she asked me was how old i was and then told me those things the other girls or she had decided on and asked if i liked kids. So it was really easy..actually i just called and got the girls names lol... well God is good and i have to go love yall

...matters of significance...

... are not found here:)...

ya i know what i say is usually random going ons and nothing really of significence well be prepared for nothing:) haha so last week was jr high and i loved it.. it was one of my favorite weeks... i love the whole jr high age they are pretty much some sweet kids:), and then this past week was all boys..haha so work crew for us four girl counselors haha the adventures of the Happy, Pepper,Ducky,and Charm:) well pepper and i went to rent a movie and i got told i looked 13 or 14 maybe 12 thats always fun stuff:), went t0 applebees one night for dinner (that was good to just chill with my girls...) so we have one more week left sadness apon sadnessess:P haha...
I am currently addicted to the twilight sega of books(about vampires and such things:) also a song by josh turner featuring anthony hamilton that i listen to about four times a day haha lol...lets see oh yes sweedish fish also.. i think thats about that on that front...
i miss rachel mucho mas of course but am glad its all going well and that she loves africa... so ya hmm.... let me know if you want more details...oh yes my heart is beating just so ya know..( i know you were cursious...) though i am turning angie into a vampire this weekend...or maybe no so we can be gypsies when we are 30 and still single :)

....sunburns,ipods,and laughter...

...just some of lifes adventures:)...

so well hmm ready for my random blog post??? haha you had better be...well two weeks or so agian i got sunburned on my back SOOOOOOOOOOO bad but it was my own fault i was stupid but man alive did it hurt.. couldnt sleep one night it hurt so bad.. at least though i wasnt stupid alone my friend angie got it with me haha... lifes more fun when you are not stupid by yourself..right? So we only have 4 more weeks of camp left sadness deep deep...

Camp promise is officially all over, the second week was so cool there were these woman in my dorm and on my floor that were so AWESOME... they made it so much fun, and caused lots and lots of laughter :) and this past week was all girls jr. high oh what a fun fun adventure in the camp life. I love that week and age group and my girls were simply fabtastic and i cant say anything bad about it they made me laugh and smile and cry for their futures. I find myself praying desperately for their futures and that they are God honoring and help to change the world. I see such potential and hope in them and i pray that never changes.

ok so ya now about the ipod i bought a pink ipod nano and i LURVE it alot, its great adn so easy to use ya know? So ya thats about the ipod.. Priyanke leaves on friday and i am going to be SOOOO sad man i will miss that guy... but thankfully i am spending saturday with rachel and that will help keep my mind off it kinda hopefully... Rachel and i have a date because a week from tomorrow she goes to africa for a month and when she gets back i will be in bozeman so ya.. SADNESS.... um lets see oh ya lol

my friends keep me laughing they are always telling me what about so and so( Dawn says they are just making a pool of guys for me to choose from) they pick crazy random guys and i jokingly said the other day if i went for half of who you choose i would be a polyigamist haha.. so my crazy crazy friends..

well folks thats all the randomness for now...love mucho mas mi amigos
Karda

larva infestations,yelling campers,missoula...

... and just camp life in general...

so i am at camp lol... just finished up week three of actually camp and week four of being here..( staff training, junior week 1, high school, and then camp promise 1)... talk about hard,fun,rewarding, and stretching adverntures in my life.... so there are four girl counselors here for the whole summer....( and others who are here random weeks)... Angie is 19, Rebecca is 21, Kristine is 19, and then there is me at 20. One guy counselor for the whole summer... Thomas is 22 an d Kristine's finacee.... so staff training was great getting to know everyone... one of my old counselors Sarah (22) is the programing director so thats pretty much amazing... the assistant cook is anne(21) and so ya i love all of them they kick butt:) Priyanke is here till the 25th going to miss him bunchez when he goes...i have such a bond with these guys... well the girls for the most part are supremely tight, kristine on the weekends is usually with thomas which makes sense so ya here are about the weeks of camp and then some fun adventures...

Week 1 jr week... was really good my girls were pretty much amazing i had 5th graders and i adored them. One of them got saved right as her mom came to pick her up saturday... SWEET NECTARNESS...

week 2 high school week... super hard, some of my girls tried to sneak out.. it was just emotionally draining and a tough but stretching week... but God got me through

week 3 camp promise one... holy cow tough, emotionaly and physically draing but God showed up and helped me out..YA GOD!!!! God is just making me grow into the woman He wants me to be...

so here are some stories lol...

so the whole larva(maggot) infestation in crestion....me,angie and rebecca were sitting in there and rebecca says something is falling on her and we dont believe her, but then angie sees them on her and it was maggots fromt he ceiling..we pretty much ran out screaming and were not happy at all..the building has now been sprayed by a bug guy so we should be good lol... it was quite the adventure so ya...

um last weekend we(rebecca,angie,anne,vanessa,and i) went to missoula and stayed at Sarah's house...it was so much fun...and then this weekend some of us just chilled together.. and us girls (well mostly anne,sarah,and i ) stay up late into the weekend nights talking about pretty much everything.... its go great to have these bonds with people and to feel so connected to them....

so thats the generals of my summer...its been great so far lol...love you guys

coming up....

...in this crazy road...
So sunday begins staff training and i am looking forward to it...its going to be an adventure and new experience for me. I dont have any really good friends who will be counseling for the whole summer. With alot of the "oldies" gone its going to be wierd and different, but on some level i think its going to be so fabulous. I just feel that God is going to do some really amazing stuff. I pray that he uses me in the amazing stuff He has planned. So ya that is what starts on sunday:) i will be posting updates and going ons all summer long so stay tuned:)....
So i know i have put alot on here in the past on how my heart is doing and what i was feeling..so if anyone is reading this and wants an update here you go :) My heart in the matters of love is doing great. I believe on some level i have finally maybe hopefully given God control or at least more than i gave Him before. I guess i still wonder,struggle,and get confused i am not sure that will ever change but i believe i have kinda somewhat learned to be content in where God has put me. I mean i still struggle with stuff. For instance last night at church this lady Sydney was asking me some Bible question and was like but i think its easier single dont you? And she was shocked when i was like um i wouldnt know, I have never been on a date, let alone asked out on a date. That is something i sturggle with. But hey thats life and God has a plan in it all. He has someone out there for me and when its His time He will bring him into my life and make it known to me :). Well there you go luvs... there is my hearts place as of today!

FALLING...

... not written for anyone or about anyone if you are wondering...

Falling

I stand afar and dream

of days gone by with you

when with a glance we'ld talk

not with walls but with the truth

How long ago it seems

but twas only yesterday i fell

fell from the height i stood

fell all the way to you

what a fall it was

the laughter on the way

the fear that wrapped its arms around

oh but in the end the joy of falling for you

the bold part is my favorite section i just really like it.. so ya share what you think be honest

hello world...

...yes i am alive...
hey yall yes i am alive:) i know you havent heard from me in awhile just wanted to say hey and that i am ok and i love you all and hope all is well with you!
love you;)
karda

long time...

... since you have heard from me...

So ya its been forever since i have posted on here..i am sure you are all dying for updates (those of you who read this haha) so ya life as of lately has been a crazy mixed up time for me. There has been just weird friend drama that really wasnt anything lol, but most of all there are some friends who i am super worried about i cant go into details but stuff isnt good and they just really need yalls prayers, it has me scared for them and sad. I only want the best for these amazing wonderful individuals and so ya just keep "karlina's friends" in your prayers so ya what else is new? hmm... well i am into american idol, gotta say i love Jason Castro(he is a hottie)(i love his music too:)), Brooke white(i love her unique voice), and David Archuletta (AMAZING voice), oh and for some reason as of this tuesday i think david cook is really attractive(not sure why but i think maybe its the scruffy look :P) i think the scruffy look is sexy :oX shhh... so ya as of matters of the heart?? well i dont feel comfortable sharing on here, so if you are curious just go ahead and ask me:)
LOVE YOU ALL MUAH

WE WON....

...the bible quiz...

So in case yall didnt know Rachel and i were the JV quiz coaches for bible quiz and they won the quiz(not the travleing trophey) with a score of 1150... we were so proud of them they totally killed it.. they missed 0 in multiple choice and then when it came time for whiteboards they only didnt answer two questions so they didnt get minus points just zero on those two questions but got the rest right sometimes they were the only ones with the correct answer... man they worked so hard and it all paid off:) we almost cried we were so proud...one group of the highschoolers took 2nd they did okay and their banner won:) haha i got called a traitor..i saw Jr Garcia and Micah (from polson) and they totally made fun of me...lol and called me a traitor. It was fabulous to see them...

o ya the weekend before when i went to havre was a total and complete blast, i had so much fun with Justin and Greg they are some great guys..and i feel blessed to know them(most of the time anyway :) ), i enjoy their company and feel so comfortable with them lol.. Justin is like a brother to me, and greg well i just feel comfortable with him :)... I will post pictures soon ;)

so i have been having headaches pretty much every day and have decided i need to go to the eye doctor and get glasses..also i am going to go to a massage therapist and then the chiropractor and see if that helps. Hope fully it will...

So sunday-tuesday we went on a school retreat to the luthern camp on flathead lake in lakeside... it was a time of pure beauty and i so enjoyed myself... i had fun "playing" on the rocks with justin,trav,greg and pri...(travis and pri are so awesome... i love those two) and ha pri stabbed me in the arm with a plastic fork(okay so maybe more like poked me), i thought about doing it to him first but decided it was mean lol, but i did it back to him(real mature i know, but hey it was fun), we learned about the holiness of God and it was so cool to hear about and i guess come to a better understanding about His holiness... God is rockin amazing and He astounds me all the time( He shouldnt i know but He does)


Divine Romance Lyrics
The fullness of Your grace is here with me
The richness of Your beauty's all I see
The brightness of Your glory has arrived
In Your presence God, I'm completely satisfied
For You I sing I dance
Rejoice in this divine romance
Lift my heart and my hands
To show my love, to show my love
A deep deep flood, an Ocean flows from You
Of deep deep love, yeah it's filling up the room
Your innocent blood, has washed my guilty life
In Your presence God I'm completely satisfied

is that not an amazing song last night we(Rachel,Jeffy,Mason and Hadden) went to the phil wickham and greg laurie thing at freshlife and that is one song Phil Wickham sang and i loved it...such a true amazing song.. Greg laurie was pretty much amazing too...well thats about it.. i love you guys... and more of my thughts to come and pictures too lol :)

quizzes

Who You Should Vote For

Mike Huckabee: 73%
John McCain: 40%
Hillary Clinton: 33%
Ron Paul: 27%
Barack Obama: 13%

Who you agree with on the war in Iraq: Mike Huckabee and John McCain

Who you agree with on the economy: Hillary Clinton

Who you agree with on health care: Mike Huckabee, John McCain and Ron Paul

Who you agree with on taxes: Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton

Who you agree with on abortion: Mike Huckabee and John McCain

Who you agree with on gay rights: Mike Huckabee

keys to my heart quiz results

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

thank you guys...

...for the amazing birthday!
So for those of you who didnt know, yesterday was my birthday and i had a great one!! So yesterday we had biscits and gravy for breakfast, blt's on bagles with cream cheese for lunch, and then for dinner stirfry,rice,egg roles and banana split cake...YUMMY... so ya this is what i got... Greg got me a really cool pink city brew coffee mug(the kind that keeps it warm and such), Priyanke got me a cd of the Rescue(they are good),Stacie got me a scarf and a 10 dollar gift card to citybrew lol,Mrs. B got me the devotional My upmost for His highest,Rachel got me perfume from bath and body works,lotion,3 sets of earings(hearts with keys, stars, and leafs), gift card to citybrew,gift card to borders,yummy lip gloss from bath and body,bookmark with a cool saying, Matty got me like 7 diff boxes of candy and magic cards lol...,and brandon gave me a funny card ( it said Happy Birthday to a grandaughter who is loveable and sweet...well brandon crossed out grandaughter and had an arrow pointing to barbie on it.. but brandon said it was supossed to be a princess....lol), I got five dollars from my aunt betty and uncle bill, A card from my parents, and I got Sheryl Crows new cd and book from my sister lol... so thank you guys so much!!
Well if you are wondering what i did, well in the afternoon Rachel,Greg and I went to Wayfarys state park and looked at the lake, and then decided to drive around flathead lake... that was fun, then after dinner we(Me,Rach,Greg,Priyanke,Matt,Brandon,Jamie,Olivia,Heidi) went iceskating in kalispell and then we(Me,Rach,Greg,Priyanke,Matty,Brandon,and Jamie)to coffee.. i had a vanilla chai frappe for josh!:),then tonight we are going to thai food, and then a movie..not sure which one yet... so ya i had a great birthday so thank you guys.. I LOVE YA

from the world...

of karlina...

so i have not written on here in like forever.. so this hello to you all... there is not a whole lot going on here.. i am still trying to hold on to my heart...(its more of a struggle) but i am praying God will do His thing and work it all out as only He can...class is going well...there has been a little interesting stuff drama and emotional wise but all is good now(or so i think) and i am excited about that... so other new stuff?? two weekends ago i went ice skating..that was fun... i might actually do that this weekend... i am not sure what to do for my birthday...so if you have any creative fun ideas you should tell me:) lol... Rachel is trying to come up with creative ideas... and Saturday night me,rach,coco,Matt,and Brandon are going out to dinner at the Thai place in kalispell... so ya that should be fun... so um... i do not know what else to say for now..i have lots of thoughts but none i feel like sharing on here..if you want to know what it is...ask me and i might tell you...
LOVE YOU,
Karlina

its been forever..

Me and Bridger Zinesh
Me and Zinesh
Katie and Yemi
My Aunte' B


Me Jen and Yemi
Hannah,Trish,and Ethan
me and eseai
me and bridger
My best friend Rachel and I
me and tora
me
Me
Me

snowy days snowy days
my dorm room
dorm room
my bull riding door

...no blood for you...

...cuz i am anemic...

calm down people, I am okay,they poked me and did the whole blood test for iron, and i had a 36 when i needed a 38... so that was kinda dissapointing...i wanted to give blood to save a life..lol, then rachel and i went to IGA and bought Greg crackers,7up and flowers because he was feeling not so hot... he said it was the first time he has ever gotten flowers...lol so that pretty much was my day lol...FUN i know hehe..not to much excitement in my life at this moment...not looking forward to valentines day for a certain reason..but i will get over it..i think maybe Rachel and i are going to hang out, since its not like i will have other plans... I love you guys...have a fantabulous day yall

karda

...hello ice...

...goodbye balance...

I know that one of these times i am totally going to bifit outside... my shoes just dont really have tracktion even my new docs...(not that any of yall cared)... so ya dawn came up this weekend..man i love that girl..we had fun, friday: we just chilled for awhile with Trav, rented a couple of movies (Nocho Libre: I actually enjoyed it, it was pretty funny!, and Feel the Noise: I slept through most of this ,which i hear was a good thing, Priyanke said there was a love scene and i guess it was bad, so he asked what we were watching and we didnt answer so he at first thought we were too embarrassed but acutally we were asleep lol...sat: slept in, went to the mall (i bought some new jeans and guess what they are a size smaller than my other jeans!!!),went to lunch at Midori(Yummy),jamie came over sat night and we talked with him and hung out with Greg, and Justin for a little bit,Dawn and i baked a cake, jamie,dawn and i started watching Pride and Predjudice( i feel asleep sorry rachel), so ya then Sunday church and lunch with Justin, then super bowl,HECK yes Giants!!!!,then watched Disturbia (with Dawn and Greg)... so i am going to go off on this for a sec...

I enjoyed the movie, but there were some scenes with the girl that were a little risque and you know how everyone says to the male population guard your eyes and such, but you never really see guys doing this?? Well last night i got to witness this(greg covered his eyes in the inappropriate parts) and that was so cool to see.. he had enough respect for himself,his future wife, and Dawn and I to cover his eyes...from what i have seen this is rare and i wanted to say good job...

so ya thats all i have to say, Dawn left this morning..man i love her!!

Hugs,
Karlina

...who God places in our lives...

...its amazing...

so as of yesterday i figured out that you know what..God places the most amazing people in my life..people that understand me and get me and are good friends,and people that i can understand and i guess be a good friend too...last night Justin and i had a 2 hour talk,and it was SO good..it was super helpful, ya so i am just glad that God has put him here this year..so ya enough of that...today was leap, and man the kids were crazy but so cute..i help with the k-1st graders and so you can imagine how adorable and crazy they can be.. but i so love it... so i am going to help each thursday, ya i know i am a sucker for little kids..so ya... if you are wondering on the state of my heart..its still here and mine lol..well mostly God's (man i am having a hard time writting this not really sure why), but ya this week has been on prayer, and its been way better than i expected...today we prayed for 3 hours, it went by way faster than i thought i would be, i really enjoyed it... surprisingly i have enjoyed this class...so ya sorry this is really crappy and i have no idea where the heck i am going with this...i wanted to sound all profound and such but obviously it is not happening...so ya i am sitting here listening to Greg teach Priyanke how to use blogspot.....so if you want to check out his ministry... go to www.miraclevalley.blogspot.com so ya.... well this is lameo... later yall...LOVE YOU! Karlina

Songs of my heart....

.... from discipleship tonight...

So tonight we sang Lord Reign In me and it totally fits how i am feeling now, so i thought i would share it with yall....

Lord, Reign In Me
Brenton Brown

Over all the earth You reign on high,

Ev'ry mountain stream, Ev'ry sunset sky.

But my one request, Lord, My only aim,Is that You'd reign in me again!

Chorus

Lord reign in me,

reign in Your power,Over all my dreams, in my darkest hour.

You are the Lord of all I am,So won't You reign in me again!

Over ev'ry thought, over ev'ry word,

May my life reflect the beauty of my Lord.'

Cause You mean more to me than any earthly thing.

So won't You reign in me again!

I so want this, i want God to truly reign in me, OVER ALL MY DREAMS, OVER EVERY THOUGHT, AND OVER EVERY WORD... so i want to challenge yall to make this your hearts prayer this week, and to truly live this out in our lives...i know i will be trying with Gods help to do this...yall should let me know how it goes...

Verse:

Beautiful Lord, Wonderful Saviour

I know for sure, all of my days are held in your hands,

crafted into your perfect plan

You gently call me into your presence

guiding me by Your Holy Spirit

Teach me dear Lord to live all of my life through Your eyes

I'm captured by Your holy calling

Set me apart, I know you're drawing me to yourself

Lead me Lord I pray

Chorus:

Take me, Mould me, use me, fill me

I give my life to the Potter's hand

Call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me

I give my life to the Potter's hand

you gentlly call me into your presence

guidin me by your holy spirit

teach me dear lord to live through your eyes

i'm captured by you holy calling

set me apart, I know your drawing me to yourself

lead me lord i pray

oh how we should live this way...well i love you all.... Karda

my work ....

... me trying to write my feelings down...

UNTITLED

As I quietly sit in a sun lit room

I wonder as I ponder what are you thinking?

Do you think of me by day or night?

Is there in your hear room for me?

Do you see who I am?

For I see the real you

The passion you live with

Your heart beating for our Savior

I wish your thoughts of me were as mine of you

but God is writting my love story,the only beautiful way

So may it be His will if He so desires,

To lead us one to another.

(This one was inspired by well... solomon)

LIGHT

Rays of sunshine to a darkend world

Is for what we all should strive

For our dear Savior has called us to be,

Lights to a dark and dying world

A smile to a weary soul,a kind touch

All can be done to shine for Jesus

So in shining let Christ's love glow

Glowing not only to those we love,but all peoples

(this one inspired by my friend Shawn calling me sunlight to a dark world and Romans 13:12)

ROMANS 13:12

The night is nearly over, and daylight is near

so let us discard the deeds of darkness,

and put on the armor of light.

Foam Cakes...

...are funny(at least to Joni and I)...

SO i guys, what is up with yall... i always want to write something profound or just plain good, but i always write it like a letter..(pretty sure no one reads these) *tears* So ya... last night after dinner i was putting the food away and Mrs J says is that bugs on Karlina's back(i am getting the heebeejeebees writting this!) and i look back there and i see a fly and those nasty icky stink bugs.. I HATE THEM and so i jump and brush them off then Priyanke is like there is one in your hair so i am freaking out trying to get it out, while Joni is trying to tell me that there is no bug there...Evil Priyanke(kidding), so i decided i needed to get him back, well Joni last night talked to her husband wayne and he said we should do a foam cake, so we did(it looked pretty) and i asked Pri to cut it for me, he did, Joni and i thought it was really funny. Priyanke was trying to cut it nicely and be nice cuz he thought i had messed up the cake and did something wrong lol..No one else thought it was that funny, except for Joni and I... and then after dinner tonight we played basketball that was fun...

now me venting I hate it when people start talking about candidates and they have no idea what they are talking about. Like someone saying I would vote for Obama before Romney...what the crap Romney holds to our values and beliefs while Obama is the opposite o wait though he is not mormon so i guess that cancels his being for the killing of unborn children and such...grow up and use your brain people, oh ya and then said person being a strict conservative but they would vote for McCain over Romney agian do your homework, dont go around making dumb choices or stuff..RAR.. i guess i am in a crappy mood..sorry guys... MUCHO AMOR...

ps... i am learning singliese(language of Sri Lanka,its cool:))

SURPRISE....

...heck yes for the them(sometimes)...

Hey guys yes its still snowing here:) just thought i would throw that out there, but on to my surprise... so thursday after noon Rachel calls and is like are you available for dinner and i said yes, so she comes to pick me up at 6ish and we are walking outside leaving and suddenly there is someone walking toward us from the shaddows and i turn and look and its JIFFY!!! Well of course i freak out... so that was the surprise.. it was amazing..so the three of us went to Reds for dinner we met John,Holly,Brandon and Jamie there for dinner, then Jamie, Brandon,Holly and us three went to dairy queen for icecream and we met jamies friend Miget, interesting if i may say so. Then Rach and Iffy lou who brought me back at 11ish and we went into my bathroom and Rachel cut my hair.. it is now just below my chin and looks super cute especially if straightend... though according to Greg and Justin i should grow it out agian because they like girls with long hair.. BOYS!, well then yesterday (friday) afternoon didnt do much, started reading Brutchko to Trav, then jiffy came and we went to the Orts house for a little bit and had dinner(we had veggie burgers YUM!!! i forgot how good they are), and then Jiffy brought me back to school and then like 10 min later i left to babysit 10 and 12 year old boys while their foster parents went to dinner.. it was good,the boys were super well behaved and i think we had fun... then came back started watching Where the Heart is, but jiffy called and we went to Heidi's house and watched the end of the Simpsons movie with her and Tanner, and then talked to her mom for awhile... then today didnt do much at all..so ya that is my weekend thus far ... Jiffy left to go to Missoula till she leaves on tuesday today..so ya
LOVE YOU

making a difference??

... sometimes you wonder...

so on wednesday nights, i and rachel have an awana group. There are four girls, all crazy and simply amazing. I am so glad all four of them are there... Well last night it was just me and the four and it went way well, well during handbook time one of the girls was like happy can you pray for my family and i was like sure honey whats wrong and so she proceded to tell me a little and so then we prayed and she had more she wanted to tell me so she stayed after and we talked some more and hopefully i helped some, i didnt say much, i just listened but she is amazing, and i guess that is how you know you are making a difference.... when they trust you enough to come to you and ask for prayer and share troubles.... So i guess that I am hoping that God keeps usuing me and allowing me to make a difference in young lives!! They are a beautiful thing!!!

Again we have more snow and again its a beautiful thing... In Romans yesterday we read the verse about God being obvious in creation and man what a true statement... Gods inumerable attributes ARE clearly seen in our world, just look outside...

K venting time.... In our culture today so many people make sports their god, and its huge in the christian church and i think most people dont even pay attention to it... For instance there is a big football playoff game this weekend and normally we have discipleship at 7pm on sunday nights but this week we are pushing it back to 7:30 so we can watch the game and i know that i am probably sounded dumb, but again make accomidations for football and how often do we rearrange stuff for God?? Rarely, but sports?? Often! and i guess that is one thing that bothers me about our culture...no worries there are many more:)

Ya i am not sure these are even read, but i enjoy writting this blog so ya...
LOVE YOU GUYS

Travis Briscoe rides Copperhead Slinger for 95 points!

This is an amzing bull ride!!!!!!! Heck yes

snowflakes on my eyelashes...

...are a beautiful thing!
So today we had some HUGE snowflakes and i went outside and stood in them and man were they purtyful and they clung to my eyelashes.. it was pretty cool if i may so... So ya there is not a whole lot going on, just the day to day stuff.. its much quieter and weird without rachel.. but its okay, God has definately done His thing...Stacie is now my roomate(she got back sunday night) its going good, last night we talked for an hour and a half!:) so ya... I have realized that you know what freaking our and worring about stuff is not going to change anything and i need to just give it over to God and allow him to do His work! Which he does best lol...well i love you all

why pro-life??....

So in case you are wondering why the title, its because i am currently reading this book for our marriage and family relationships book so far SO good... the class this week is amazing! Chris is doing such a great job and i am so enjoying it, well now with josh,anthony,and rachel gone and with priyanka being here we are going to have 6 students, but staci isnt back yet... so this week we have 5 and me being the only girl...lol its really not so bad..the class is really challenging my views on some stuff and is making me find stuff to add to my list for a future mate so that is definately helpful!!... well so its definately weird with rachel gone, but i am managing... today i went sledding with Travis and Justin(they snowboarded) this one time i some how stopped cuz i hit more snow or something and i did a summersault off my sled it was purty funny if i may say so.. i laid there and laughed for awhile and i almost took justin out lol hehe... well its late and i need to read, so that is all for tonight.. love you

Spiteful feelings hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart.... ( HOW TRUE)

Here are quotes i stole from my sisters journal...(yes I had permission to read it:))

*Quotes*

We can do no great things,only small things with great love - Mother Theresa

Dont walk in front of me,I may not follow. Dont walk behind me I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend. -Anonymous

Life shrinks or expands in proportion to ones courage -Anais Nin

A warm smile is the universal language of kindness - William Arthur Ward

All who would win joy,must share it -Lord Byron

The ability to give our unique gifts to the world comes from following our own path - Justine and Michael Toms

Extending your hand is extending yourself...- Rod McKuen

If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow - Chinese Epigram

Every action of our lives touches on some chord that will vibrate in eternity. -Edwin Hubble Chapin

Success isnt something you chase its something you have to put forth the effort for constantly -Michael Jordan

Nothing dies so hard, or rallies so often, as intolerance - Henry Ward Beecher

Success is never final and failure never total. Its courage that counts - Success Unlimited

There is no happiness without action - Benjamin Disraeli

Give it everything you have -Scott Symons

Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway -John Wayne

We cannot become what we need to be by remaining what we are - Max De Pree

The less you talk, the more you are listened to -Abigail Van Buren

*Thoughts*
(still from her journal)

What is right is often overlooked in favor of what is convenient

A dream is just a dream. A goal is a dream with a plan and a deadline -Harvey Mackay

Keep your head and your heart in the right direction and you will not have to worry about your feet

Learn from the past and face the future with confidence

Freedom is not the right to do as you please, but the liberty to as you ought

It is not the difference between people that is the difficulty; but the indifference

* You ask me if I love you..*

You ask me if i love you, and i ask myself how to begin to share with you the feelings of my heart.

You inspire in me a love so deep words cannot describe it, so powerful that it overwhelms my every thought.

You ask me if I love you, and I wish there were a way you could just see into my soul and find the depth of passion,tenderness,and love that holds you closer to my heart than anyone or anything else.

You ask me if I love you, and I look into the magic of your eyes and promise, "Yes I love you...I always will."

*Quotes*

You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her
- Anon

The best proof of love is trust - Joyce Brothers

Love does nto begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is growing up. -James Baldwin

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye -Jackson Brown Jr.

A relationship is like a rose, How long it lasts, no one knows; Love can erase an awful past, Love can be yours, you'll see at last; To feel that love, it makes you sigh, to have it leave, you'd rather die; You hope you've found that special rose, 'cause you love and care for the one you chose.
-Rob Cella

Friendship often ends in love;but love in friendship... never - Charles Caleb Colton

You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have truly lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love - Henry Drummond

The art of love... is largely the art of persistence. - Albert Ellis

Immature love says: I love you because I need you. Mature love says: I need you because I love you. -Erich Fromm

To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. -Bertrand Russell

A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.
- Ingrid Bergman

A kiss makes the heart young agian and wipes out the years. -Rupert Brooke

Give me a kiss, and to that kiss a score; Then to that twenty, add a hundred more: A thousand to that hundred: so kiss on to make that thousand a million, Triple that million when that is done, lets kiss afresh as when we first begun. - Robert Herrick

A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know. - Mistinguett

Friends are treasures - Horace Bruns

A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same - Elbert Hubbard

The real test test of friendship is: can you literally do nothing with the other person? Can you enjoy those moments of life that are utterly simple? - Eugene Kennedy

True friends stab you in the front - Oscar Wilde

No matter what you do... no one will know every good deed you ever do.. admire yourself for what you achieve... dont expect other people to do it for you.

Dont wish apon a star, reach for one.

Intelligence is like a river, the deeper it is the less noise it makes

I always knew when looking back on the tears might make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughter would make me cry.

Spiteful words hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart

When in love be fair and honest even when it hurts.

What is love and what does it define, who's to say and who's to draw the line and within this world and all its fuss who's to say if its love or a simple crush?

Anyone can catch your eye but it takes someone special to catch your heart.

Girls are so complex they confuse themselves

Fear is nothing but the anticipation of pain: be it physical, mental, spiritual, or emotional

Sarcasm keeps you from telling people what you really think.

People create their own drama :)

Tears are words the heart cant say

You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see, but you cant close your heart to things you dont want to feel.

It's true you dont know what you've got until its gone but its also true you dont know what you've been missing until it arrives

A breakup is like a broken mirror, its better to just leave it that way, then hurt yourself trying to fix it.

Faith is believing in things when common sense tells you not to.

Being happy doesnt mean everythings perfect it means that you've decided to look past the imperfections.

Smart girls are more interested in having fun then looking perfect.