its nothing to be wronged....

....unless we make it something

so i saw this statement and it made me think, wow what a true statement. So much stuff wouldnt really matter but it does because we make it a big deal and you know what most of the time we are wrong and shouldnt. Now i know there are some wrong things that really matter, like wrongs agianst God,or humanity.. they are important and thus matter. But lets say someone doenst want to talk about something thats not a wrong or something to get upset by its just there personal preference or something they have chosen because of their own emotions, and who am i to get mad or say that is wrong... even if the whole thing does involve us... this was just something i was thinking about after reading that statement....

Well I was thinking about what i want to do with the rest of my life and what i do know is that i want to something to do with kids that need help... i am still looking at teaching but i want to do more ya know? I want to help kids, i want to be super involved with them and make a difference in their lives... i was thinking about social work or counseling but then i was also thinking about how emotionally involved you would have to be (which wouldnt be bad, but you could easily get hurt which i try (sometimes to hard) not to let happen to me...(part of the reason i really dont let people in sometimes... i have to trust you) and these kids would probably be hurt or something too) but i still think i am interested in that... Also i was talking to matt about the whole visiting the nursing home thing and how much i love old people and he was like have you thought about social work for older people and i thought about it for a minute and was like no.. not only would they be being mistreated but they would up and die on you.. way to much pain :( so that is my thought on my lifes future :)

Now more randomness here are some good quotes and such (by the way in case you didnt know i am a sucker for quotes

A day without laughter is a day wasted- ee cummings

I have two kinds of days happy and hysterically happy - Alan Lefferdink

I regret often that I have spoken; never that I have been silent - Anonymous

Of all the rights of women, the greatest is to be a mother - Lin Yutang

Wherever God has put you, that is your vocation. It is not what we do, but how much love we put into it. - Mother Theresa

Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadow - Helen Keller

Its not hard to make decisions when you know what your value are. - Anonymous

When we do the best we can, we never know what miracle is wrought in our life, or in the life of another - Helen Keller

Laughter is the brush that sweeps away the cobwebs of the heart - Mort Walker

A good deed is never lost; he who sows courtesy reaps friendship, and he who plants kindness gathers love - St. Basil

The first duty of love is to listen - Anonymous

Character may be manifested in the great moments, but it is made in the small ones. - Phillip Brooks

What you respect will attract you, what you dont respect will move away from you - Anonymous

So there are some quotes.. ENJOY.. i am sure there will be more to come:)

HAPPY NEW YEAR YALL

हहाहहहहाहा....नॉट (its hindu for hahahahaha...not)

so i have been waiting for awhile to talk to someone about a subject, and finally they brought it up,though not much got talked through just me apologizing over and over agian, and the person sitting there not really saying anything, but telling me not to cry(i said i wasnt..that i would when i got off:))...so it was pretty much pointless.. so later they were online and so i finally asked the hard question if we were still friends or if they only put up with me because they felt like they had to.. and the person said they didnt want to talk about it.. to much serious conversation for one night or something.... so really they answered my question in a roundabout way, they also said maybe some day they will talk about it... RAR... just flippin talk about it... so ya i told them taht when they were ready they should let me know...now i feel agian like i should have just shut up.. me and my fricken mouth.. you think i could keep it shut,but NO. Its me the big mouth... My sister the other day at lunch was saying how is only obnoxious and a know it all at home.. not to other people and thus is why people like her,but not me because i am the same everywhere.. so there ya have it... i guess i should be different in public... i know i should.. but this is me...well so i guess... to the person i talked to if you read this which i bet you wont... I am sorry!!

Luvs to you all,
Karlina

Sanctus Real - The Fight Song

this should be my life song... lol

Sanctus Real - I'm Not Alright

this song is great.. i really like it:)

laughter....

so laughter is the greatest... sitting at dinner not long ago (like 10 minutes) my dad was making fun of or teasing my mom and said some word i think it was consiquently...(i forget) anywho and so my sister and i couldnt stop laughing, so my mom and dad would repeat the word and we would begin to laugh agian...lol craziness i know.. but this happens to me, a certian word at a certain time will get me to laugh and then i cant stop.. like the last week of school.. greg and i were reading together the homework outloud and he said like asia or something and it made me laugh and i couldnt stop, so trav kept repeating the word..laughter is a crazy thing.. but you feel so much more alive afterwards... its great and i love to laugh, so i guess i want to say thank you to God for the gift of laughter:) lol...
LAUGHTER IS THE GREATEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....

http://youtube.com/watch?v=krgUf7m6Lr8 check out this video.. this baby is so funny and laughs like me.. its crazy!

venting

so, i have to vent... i am sure if you read these you are wondering why the crap i am always venting lol.. well get over it and dont read it..... i am so sick of me and my stupid heart and such nonsense... i have no luck what-so-ever in manners of the heart... i am 19 years old and i have never been on a date in my life.... i dont really believe that any guy has ever liked me... Definately no one i have ever liked... i mean for instance you just think that maybe this guy you like might like you back(he is acting like it) and then suddenly everything changes and you have no freaking idea what happened...or what you did wrong its really frustrating and you really want to know what happened so in the future you can fix it ya know?.. i also have this problem of liking people that are totally wrong for me... i know this yet... i guess my heart doesnt.. i maybe read something they wrote and this causes me to like them more.. its the dumbest thing on the face of the earth. i guess.. i just need to REALLY pray on this and focus and what Gods will is.. its hard and because of my no luck i feel sad.. .well thats all of my venting... i love you guys
MUAH,
Karda

life

so ya i got home Saturday afternoon...on Sunday i got to go to my church which was really cool... i love it there most of the time(sometimes the gossiping and such gets me to me.. more on that later)... well i got to see the kids man they are so cute and amazing...Hannah gave me a huge hug and so did her sister Emma(&) and Hannah was glued to my side the first part of the service, Hannah is nine and a complete and utter sweety..at first Ethan and esaei (they are four)wouldn't give me a hug but after church Ethan came up and was like hi miss karlina and gave me a hug and then esaei gave me a hug and wanted me to hurry up so we could go to pizza hut...man i have missed them:)
well after pizza hut my dad had this weeks service at the nursing home.. i helped my dad lead music(haha so not pretty we kept getting ahead of the music), and there is this one old lady who cries the entire time we are singing, it makes me sad, i hope the lady has lived a good life...she seems like such a sweet lady.... i would touch her shoulder when i walked by to help an old man turn the pages of his song book and she would give me the sweetest smile... and then there was this other lady that just smiled the whole time.. she said she can no longer sing so that she would be singing the entire time in her head... it is a sad experience yet one i truly enjoy.. i love the old people they are so cute and touching....
so now my vent on gossip.... i know i am one of the worst that i know.. we all wish to say that we don't gossip, but i do.. not something i am proud of... not something godly or anything like that ... so if you could pray that i would stop that would be nice....
so before i left school when i was saying goodbye to matty, he told me not to fall in love, we have enough drama without it... well it made me laugh, i told him i would fall in love with the mountain lions and bears i guess... so this is leading up to me sharing my theory(most of you have already heard this).. Our hearts are like helium balloons... some peoples are tied around their wrists(its hard for them to give their hearts away),while some are just holding on to their hearts in their fingers(these people give their hearts away more easily....)so these peoples hearts just fly away and they get hurt more easily and so like our parents God must bring our hearts back to us... i guess what i am saying is that i am the balloon holding type and my heart is something i need to hang on to better... let me know what you all think of this new theory! ( i am actually not sure if anyone even reads this).... I always like the wrong people... well people who will never like me back and so on.. currently i like someone who i know i don't stand a chance with.. but the more i find out(even if its not exactly all that positive) i like him more...RAR... so i like to say my balloon betrays me... SADNESS!!!!!!!!!!

well that is all for now.. love you guys:)