venting

so, i have to vent... i am sure if you read these you are wondering why the crap i am always venting lol.. well get over it and dont read it..... i am so sick of me and my stupid heart and such nonsense... i have no luck what-so-ever in manners of the heart... i am 19 years old and i have never been on a date in my life.... i dont really believe that any guy has ever liked me... Definately no one i have ever liked... i mean for instance you just think that maybe this guy you like might like you back(he is acting like it) and then suddenly everything changes and you have no freaking idea what happened...or what you did wrong its really frustrating and you really want to know what happened so in the future you can fix it ya know?.. i also have this problem of liking people that are totally wrong for me... i know this yet... i guess my heart doesnt.. i maybe read something they wrote and this causes me to like them more.. its the dumbest thing on the face of the earth. i guess.. i just need to REALLY pray on this and focus and what Gods will is.. its hard and because of my no luck i feel sad.. .well thats all of my venting... i love you guys
MUAH,
Karda