coming up....

...in this crazy road...
So sunday begins staff training and i am looking forward to it...its going to be an adventure and new experience for me. I dont have any really good friends who will be counseling for the whole summer. With alot of the "oldies" gone its going to be wierd and different, but on some level i think its going to be so fabulous. I just feel that God is going to do some really amazing stuff. I pray that he uses me in the amazing stuff He has planned. So ya that is what starts on sunday:) i will be posting updates and going ons all summer long so stay tuned:)....
So i know i have put alot on here in the past on how my heart is doing and what i was feeling..so if anyone is reading this and wants an update here you go :) My heart in the matters of love is doing great. I believe on some level i have finally maybe hopefully given God control or at least more than i gave Him before. I guess i still wonder,struggle,and get confused i am not sure that will ever change but i believe i have kinda somewhat learned to be content in where God has put me. I mean i still struggle with stuff. For instance last night at church this lady Sydney was asking me some Bible question and was like but i think its easier single dont you? And she was shocked when i was like um i wouldnt know, I have never been on a date, let alone asked out on a date. That is something i sturggle with. But hey thats life and God has a plan in it all. He has someone out there for me and when its His time He will bring him into my life and make it known to me :). Well there you go luvs... there is my hearts place as of today!