so awhile back i was dealing with some matters of the heart, i couldn't really talk to a person because of my feelings about that person, so i did the "thing" and told them that my side of the relationship had to change, well its wasn't much later one night in chapel at camp i chose a random worship song we hadn't done all summer;
Surrender
I'm giving you my heart, and all that is within
I lay it all down for the sake of you my King
I'm giving you my dreams, I'm laying down my rights
I'm giving up my pride for the promise of new life
And I surrender all to you, all to you
And I surrender all to you, all to you
I'm singing You this song, I'm waiting at the cross
And all the world holds dear,
I count it all as loss For the sake of knowing You
for the glory of Your name
To know the lasting joy, even sharing in Your pain
©2000 Vineyard Songs (UK/Eire)Words and Music by Marc James
and for some reason well i loved it the first time, but it just really hit me the second day we sang it...all of a sudden i was on my knees crying( i am sure my girls thought i had lost my mind) that it needs to be something i am living not just singing and its amazing how God can change your heart, your feelings,and your attitude... i am sharing this with the whole not talking thing because God changed my perspective on that He is ultimately in control and i should surrender to Him my feelings and desires and He will take care of them, and i shouldn't shut people out of my life just because it might make my life a little uncomfortable or anything of the sort... i finally felt like i could share this um not sure why or if anyone cares..but there you go.. i actually haven't talked to anyone at all about this yet lol.. love you mucho mas
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