I sometimes forget all that God has blessed me with. If I would just remember my view on God might be a little more accurate. It amazes me how quickly I forget how faithful God is after all He has done for me.
- He is growing me into a woman of character. Though it may be painful and I may have no idea where it is going.
- even though I may not have been given anyone's dream birth family or even adoptive family. God has given me an extended family who have loved me and friends who have adopted me into their family. I am exceedingly greatful though at times I forget and it's still lonely.
- He has given me a dream in my heart for adoption and make a difference in children's lives.
- I do not take for granted that he has allowed to on a small level make a difference in kids lives on Sunday morning. I do not take these kids trust lightly.
- God thank you for putting friends in my life who trust me with their "lives" not physically but emotionally and such. I do not take their trust lightly either God. I pray that I am worthy of it.
- I thank you God that you have caused me to start to trust people with my "life" and that is a continual process.
- thank you for beginning the process of teaching me true forgiveness of years of abandonment and hurt. I pray that you would continue it to conpletetion no matter how hard I fight you. We may think we have forgiven but it's not until we have been faced with the issue head on that we begin to heal.
That's just to start. Thank you for taking the time to read my crazy thoughts.
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